WHISPERING FOREST

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evo da i ovdje napisem novi post da vas sve posjetim malo i tako...eto moram priznat da mi je jako zao sto se svi slabije cujemo,citamo i to...sve zbog skole,poslova...i takvih stvari...NEDOSTAJETE MI LJUDI :) eto sve vas pozdravčjam i drzite mi se :))

gore u naslovu je opisano kak se trenutno osjecam a razlog je zato sto sam vjerovatno povrjedio jedinu osobu do koje mi je stalo i koju volikm,na koji nacin i kako nije vazno...vazno je to da sam nenamjerno svojom gluparijom napravio sranje...mogu misliti kako je njoj sada....skroz sam mislio i njoj govorio koliko se promjenila a i nas odnos jako se promjenio....a nikad nisam razmisljao dali sam ja za to kriv,bio sam jako sebican mislio sam samo na sebea ne na njene osjecaje...kako je lako izgubiti sve vazno a potraga za tim traje vjecno a to tek sada shvacam i samo se nadam da ce mi oprostiti.....evo tu sada pred svima je trazim oprost....

I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?

eto prode jos jedan vikend i to jebeno radni aaa kak to mrzim jucer sam radio skoro do 8h navecer i danas (jebena nedjelja do 17i30) za popizdit ali aj sta je tu je,sad eto odmaram slusam mjuzik i tak lapim ko inace...vidim nikog nema svi se odmaraju nakon vikenda hehe pa cu i ja malo =)
neznam sta da pisem vse preumoran sam za pisanje aj svee vas pozdravljam i tak to sve sto spada u tu kategoriju....

Roll the window down
This cool night air is curious
Let the whole world look in
Who cares who sees anything?
Im your passenger
Im your passenger

Drop...these down
Then...put them on me
Nice...cool seats there
To cushion your knees
Now to calm me
Take me around again
Dont pull over
This time wont you please
Drive faster!!!

Here I lay
Just like always
Dont let me
Go...

We made it through September
lust & dying embers
Tell me is that all we were
Now look at what we've done
Look at what we've become
What three words will do

...and you said
I won't be there when you fall
I won't be there when you break down


Dark Haired Girl
Where did you go?
In this broken world
You left me alone



Like frozen leaves
We are falling
On to the soil so barren and cold

The rays of sun
No more warming
Our hearts now so cold

Through this field
Of the withered flowers
We go still one more time

The hidden beauty
Forever gone
The river's frozen once again

So came this time
When moonlight blackened my heart:
I can't stand this pain

The chain is broken
It's tearing open my scars:
I want to feel the flame...again

The shine behind
The frozen stream
Reminds me of your eyes

The spark of hope
Still in my heart
Shall dreams become true under the ice?

eto doslo vrijeme za novi post...

My heart would burst for you
If that would make things right

I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring
Starting over doesn't look so bad this time

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold

Only shadows and impressions
Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you whole

a u kurac zast imam inspiracije za post samo kad me netko naljuti? (u 99% slucajeva) a zato sada nemam pa ono nesta BZVZ da napishem tek toliko da bude novi post...eto kod mene nea nisht novo...osim sto nema jos plache puj jebem ti firmu takvu kaze u petak ce bit da bit ce ak nebude plaja u petak mamu mu jebem........eto sad tu slusham OPETH i lapim ko otvorena konzerva..hm sta da radim jebemu....neam volje za nisht...
a nist odo lapit dalje...

I saw her shadow (standing) in the darkness
Awaiting me like the night
Awaits the day
Standing silent smiling at my presence
A black candle holds the only light

Darkness encloses
And the candle seem to expire
In her cold, cold hand
And as a forlorn soul
It will fade away

Touching her flesh in this night
My blood froze forever
Embraced before the dawn
A kiss brought total eclipse

And she spoke
Once and forever
I am so cold
In mist enrobed the twilight
She was standing...

Hm...slusam ja mjuzu jel (pojacano naravno do jaja)...pustio DVD od Deftonesa....i ono bila tu sujeda jedna sa starom...i tak ja ono izlazim iz sobe i pita ona mene Mario jel ti sebe chujes?....ona je mislila na nesta drugo no eto dala mi je ideju za post...kazem ja kao bolje da se necujem....pta ona zasto...hm... tak ja razmisljam ono...i bolje je da nechujem kakve gluparije pricamo...bolje bi bilo da malo prvo razmislim sta cu reci,a ne reci neku glupost...a i za koji kurac da trosim vrijeme na gluparije?...Uglavnom ono poanta svega je pokusajte nekada malo se poslusati sto govorite?...nekada ljudi izvale takve besmislice da je to neznam ni opisat....ja se uglavnom iskljucim totalno kada se vode neki glupi besmisleni razgovori....

Then I saw a river fall from Heaven rain
Mistakes on me
Then I saw your mother shoot your father
Killed herself the same

Blow it all away
Get the gun out,
Load the bullets
Shot that fucker in his head

Petak jebeni a ja moram sutra radit aaaaa mrzim to,sad tu lapim pred kompom i slusam Tapping the vein,zderem kikiriki i pijem najbolje pivo na svijetu =) Heineken...nema nikog na msnu...ni na icq.....dosadno ko i obicno....evo lyricsa trenutacne pjesme....

Butterfly

What Am I?
I Wish I Was A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly
Until It Was My Time To Die
It's Creeping In Again
I Know What I Really Am
No More Pretty, Purple,
Peaceful Butterfly

Simple Life
If I Were A Butterfly
I'd Fly And Fly
Until It Was My Time To Die
Its Creeping In Again
I Know What I Really Am
No More Pretty, Purple,
Peaceful Butterfly
Come See The Blood That's In My Bed
Come Hear The Things
That Nobody Talks About
Shut Up You Mouth
Shame On You Shame On Me

Look At Me
I Wish I Was A Honey Bee
Anything, Anything Other Than
The Things I Have Been
I Slip Out Of My Skin
So I Don't Have To Do It Again
But Just A Passing Thought
And Your Filth Is Seeping In

Come Scrub My Hands
They Won't Come Clean
Come Sit With Me
While The Walls Press In On Me
Shut Off That Light
Shame On You. Shame On Me.

You don't bleed like I do
You don't feel what I do
You don't live in this awful place
You don't know the darkness like I do


Idem sad spavat idem rano ujutro raditi jebem ti posao e da imam novi msn ID tak da stari vise ne vrijedi novi je

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You can survive or you can die - either way you lose

Evo doslo vrijeme za novi post,eto danas opet nista posebno,malo mi dosadno i usamljen sam jer je Ksenija otisla doma preko vikenda...nedostaje mi....sad eto malo ubijam lose osjecaje s najboljim prijateljem (glazbom).....sad cu malo posjetiti neke blogove naravno da vas pozdravim i vidim sto mi radite....da vidim sto ima novog kod vas....I dont wanna be alone,feels like im torn appart and i cant bleed.....

evo da i ja nesta naskrabam nakon dugo dugo dugo vremena,nemam bas nesta volje za pisanje a ni vremena u zadnje vrijeme....ali eto nisam nikoga zaboravio =) ....evo bas slusam A Perfect Circle i Tool..
I tak malo lapim i odmaram...nista pametno se nije dogodilo...eto ukratko ono imam novu tetovazu kao sto ste vec primjetili...i tak i dalje sam veliki ovisnik o glazbi...evo moji ludi hrčci se igraju i prave pizdarije =).....da svida mi se jako novi album od My Dying Bride...A Line Of Deathless Kings...
ako niste poslusali obavezno ga poslusajte....i eto nista pametno kod mene i dalje...mrzim ovu jebenu hladnocu ocu proljece aaaa mrzim i jake vrucine pa ono proljece mi nekako najbolje.....a volim ja i jesen u biti najvise ali ajd malo dok naviknem na hladnocu....evo upravo sam skinuo najstrasniji horrorac koji sam ikad gledao iz 1981 The Howling....STRAVA JE!!!! imao sam 5-6-god kad sam ga gledao sad imam 23 a ipak ga postujem jos uvijek ono kao naj horror ikad !!! O vukodlacima je =) ....
eto toliko od mene za sada laku noc svima i pokusat cu sto cesce pisati =)

Is there a light at the end of your life
Can you see what happened here
You won't see me in a coffin
I'm to live by the brightest blaze

I see there is no sanctuary
There's no shelter
There's no grace

Love and hate, both blind but deep
Why can't you see what's going on
The long centuries in an hour
As I close my tired eyes

NAPOKON IMAM NOVI TATTOO =) ZAHVALJUJUCI EKIPI IZ ANUBISA =)

Zasto burning bridges?????
Zato sto mi je dosta gledanja unatrag u proslost,zelim da izgori i da se moj most nastavi graditi prema naprijed,prema nekoj ljepsoj buducnosti za mene i moju voljenu,prema nekom novom svijetu.
Proslost ne mozemo promjeniti,ali nam buducnost nitko nemoze oduzeti.....Over&Out.....

"Just Go"

I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with this damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories none of them I've lost, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

It's kinda sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure
But I know that I'm the only
One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

I feel so alone
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I'll feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon, but...

I haven't been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.

I am looking for an inspiration
And I think I found it in your heart
It's the kind of thing you get when you're not looking
It's the kind of thing you had from the start

Put me on a ship that is sinking
On a voyage to an untamed land
Take away the freedoms I wanted
I understand

Please, don't take your love away from me
Don't take your love away from me
Please don't take your love away from me

Please don't take your love from me
Please don't take your love from me

Put me inside flesh that is dying
A ghost that wanders without rest
Buried by desires and weakness
I understand

Please, don't take your love away from me
Don't take your love away from me
Please don't take your love from me
Please don't take your love from me

I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away
From everything

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Evo da i ja konacno postam nesto ne brinite nisam nikoga zaboravio samo radim jako puno i nemam bas puno vremena za net i to,kod mene nema nista novo ko i uvijek J sad sam malo vremena uhvatio da vas sve pozdravim i da nesta postam a sad idem na vase blogove da ih zaspem komentima :P

i want to hold air in my hand
own the one thing you can't buy
nothing to win nothing to lose
it's time to be what i need to be
i'm gonna run from everything
everything that holds me down
nothing to win nothing to lose
it's time to be what i need to be
you can't tell me what to do anymore
now i'm free

I have my ears to
Hear what people say
I have my eyes to
See the suffering
I have a brain to
Use it every day
But who are you?

I have a nose to
Smell the sweetest things
I have my feelings
To feel the summer wind
I have my own taste
To decide what i would like
But who are you?

I'm just the weatherman
I make the sun and rain and the colourful rainbow
I am a lucky man
I can freeze my pain if I feel the way.

I have my own way
To go against your will
I'm able to dream
Of mountains full of cream
I shall have my wish
That all my dreams come true
But who are you?

Fearless I was once, my strength has turned
Into the weakness that the heartless own
And every fallen word seems to hurt me
And you don't even seem to notice

Light in my life, I want to keep this moment
While the night keeps us alive
Desolation lies beneath euphoria
It's a constant living on the edge

***************************

One heart can never beat alone
And at the end you will share a dream
And it will be mine too

PRVOIspricavam se svima sto nisam odgov. na komente nije da nisam htjeo nego me jebeni blog zajebava...kada stisnem da ostavim koment napise bad request ili neko slicno sranje...
DRUGOpozdravljam vas sve i citam vase blogove samo nazalost vam ne mgu odgov.nadam se da cu moci sto prije....
TRECEbi kao trebao biti post jelda....a nemam volje za pisanje pa evo jedna pjesma

Insomnia, I welcome thee

In the nights I see the world bleed
In my dreams I have to hide
I cannot close the door to this mystique place

My eyes blinded by the misery
Never I felt so much fear
It seems that I'm already in hell

Oh help me, my silent screams remain unheard

Insomnia is the key to my life
I don't want to see the world behind this thin curtain
Which separates conscience from sleep

In my back the knife is getting near
This could be my last breath
But somewhere I must find the door to morning

This time, if my senses are awake
I may pass the tin line into safety
But tomorrow it starts again

Oh help me, my silent screams remain unheard

Insomnia is the key to my life
I don't want to see the world behind this thin curtain
Which separates conscience from sleep

"Here Without You"

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Hold on,i know you cant stay long.All i wanted to say was i love you and im not affraid,can you hear me?
You leave me by the doorway all alone,clocks screaming,monsters calling my name,let me stay where the wind whispers your name,where the rain drops as they falling tell the storyes.
I dont know what lies beyond my sleeping heart,i drawed my own world to escape.
In my dream we lay o flowers,you make love with me for hours,you bring down the sky and make it only ours.

My lips calling your name,this silence is driving me insane.Candles burning,slowly melting away,like tears thats rollin down my face.As i cry with your picture in my hands,all i have for now is a sweet memory of your lips touching mine ,that one sweet kiss is what i live for.Day after day just for you i breathe.
Only you and nothing more is what i need to make my dreams come true,just one more time to kiss you
and die in your hands is all i live for!!!!

Noć je prekrila grad,tmurni oblaci sakrivaju mjesec,ćuje se samo lavež pasa. Sjedim sam,na balkonu sobe u tami,u tišini,
Grad se čini kao pustinja.Hm,ponekada to i volim,tišinu,mir.
Jednostavno kao da ćekam nikoga,nekoga za koga znam da nikada neće doči.Hm,znam čudno zvuči,ali tako je.
Razmišljam o svome životu,o jednoj maloj beznačajnoj mrvici ovoga svijeta.Da me je netko prije otprilike 3god. Rekao da ću umrijeti bilo bi mi svejedno nebih ni razmišljao o tome.Ali sada kada sam upoznat sa stranom života za koju vrijedi živjeti...(znam da mi je to netko rekao prije,poslao bih ga u qurac,i nebih to nikada vjerovao)...no da kada sam otkrio taj mali dio koji je promjenio i pokrenuo velike stvari u mom životu.NE ŽELIM umrijeti,želim živjeti zauvijek,i duže....tako mi je svejedno hoću li živjeti kao največa sirotinja,uvijek ću biti največi bogataš na svijetu.
Imam ono što sam oduvijek želio,o ćemu sam sanjao,i dan danas mi je čudan to osječaj.U nekom smislu misteriozno upakovan i u istom trenutku nježan i sladak.Jedna osoba mi pruža sve to samo jednim pogledom,sve što mi cijeli svijet nije mogao ponuditi,niti se ikada trudio itko mi pokazati dio toga osječaja,dio ljubavi,prijateljstva...onoga pravoga ne lažno zamaskiranoga.Samo jedan njen pogled i sve moje more nestaju,sva patnja se pretvara u beskrajno polje najvećega užitka,samo jedan poljubac i ja nestajem s ovoga svijeta i odlazim na najljepše mjesto daleko od svega.
-Nikada si neću oprostiti ako te izgubim ljubavi moja-

They told me bullshit like this:
"The best things are still to come..."
I heard you without listening
And now, it's time for me to talk:
"Yes sir, I'm gonna die, don't you wanna know what death is like?
Nothing, there's nothing beyond
I cannot believe in stupid thoughts
I drank too much, I loved too much
I enjoyed life and I listened to rock, so
Yes Father, I'm gonna die and you know what?
I'm not gonna cry."

It's all about time...
Why try to live when we're all born to die?
It's all about time...

U cosku kraj moga prozora stoji usamljena fotografija,bezrazlozna,nikada nisam primjetio uspomenu koja bi me drzala za nju.Jer ona je rana koja uvijek krvari,na njoj je cesta po kojoj zauvijek krocim,znam da se nikada necu vratiti na to mjesto.Danima trazim utjehu u tisini,vec iz navike gubim sve svoje ambicije i sve do cega mi je stalo.Mucim se da zadrim ono malo sto je od mene ostalo.Nakraju ostaje samo maglica koja pokriva sve sto se ikada dogodilo....povlacim se natrag u sebe...u tamu svijeta svoga zauvijek tamo ostajem zakljucan.

Days go by unattended by me.
Weeks and months go by,
I just can't see.
All that matters is I'm with you soon,
On this stormy afternoon.
Dream of you every night in my sleep,
Wake up next day, oh I wish I could creep
To your room just to lie in your arms,
Dazzled by your charms.

Think of what we could be,
Don't ever set me free,
We are more than just good friends,
Our love will never end.
I think of you my dear,
I surpass every fear,
The most beautiful sight,
Empress of the night.

Darkness falls on a dormant day,
But empress come out and play.
Fly through the town on wings of black,
Don't ever go back.
Take my hand I won't let go I swear,
Capture your beauty in an eminent stare.
People say perfect is a fiction,
You are my perfect addiction.

Think of what we could be,
Don't ever set me free,
We are more than just good friends,
Our love will never end.
I think of you my dear,
I surpass every fear,
The most beautiful sight,
Empress of the night.

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
When will this ever end?